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That feeling….
The feeling you get when u wake up cuddling under the person you fell asleep beside but the feelings arent the same. Over night they got a little deeper, you grew a bit fonder, so when you roll over to say “Good morning” you look at him or her with solid admiration………then its that feeling that he or she might not even feel the same!. sigh
-Insecurity
"Would you think me weird if I said
That I think I love you?
Would you think me strange if I were to say
I’m infatuated by you
And would you think me obsessed
If I were to constantly wish
I knew what it was like to taste your lips
Would you think me crazy
If I were to maybe
Be writing this in hopes you’ll read it
And would you think me terrible
Think me unforgivable
If I didn’t care who you’re with
And would you be offended
If I just pretended
Your boyfriend didn’t exist?
And would you think me weirder yet
If I were to confess
That I imagine you in my bed
Would you think me pathetic
For thinking all this
When we’ve never even met?"
I’m Yours.
To kiss you
immensely enamored by your lips
slip through into your words
til our souls slow dance
at the verge of destruction.
I want to kiss you.
Spew passion like compositions,
created through confrontation,
call this a battle,
with paper sheets as collateral
that’ll damage your whole set.
I want to wreck havoc
cause chaos, conquer your heart completely,
love you so deeply
that you’ll never forget.
Natural!!
Why I’m #TEAMNATURAL
Really starting to analyze this as the whole world seems to be a part of this phase!!!
I choose to be natural after my hair started to break from stress! It wasn’t expected but at the time I hadn’t had a relaxer in close to a year (last relaxer: June 2010). As a hair stylist it wasn’t professional to look tacky (which is what my hair looked) lol! I was always exploring new things with my hair anyway: high school it was styles beginning of college I started cutting my hair and I was cutting since and then color. So in May 2011 I cut all my relaxed hair off and since then I’ve been on this natural hair bandwagon.
I’m a huge fan of “big hair”, why??? because it fits me!!! So I am extremely happy with my natural hair! And it’s healthy! I want to go back to relaxers now but I feel like it’s a part of me now that needs to escape and it’s a form of my self expression! Hair is your glory is what I was always told and as a woman it does define you (sorry but so). But you don’t have to always be the expectation of your hair!
I am natural now because I’m expressing a side of me from within! Rough around the edges but bold and beautiful within! My natural hair may offend some, cause me to be judged or distasteful in many peoples eyes but because the person and woman I know I am, I am actually more than my hair. I know how to present myself and with my hair however it may be, I make it work!!! And look good too!!!!
With my natural hair my statement is
“Confidence is a stain they can’t wipe off…”
I hope everyone that is apart of this trend has a purpose for being natural, and you aren’t just following a trend! Trends fade fast, don’t fade with it! I’m excited that i’ve made this change. I love my naturalness. After never seeing my hair natural for almost 20 whole years, i never thought I’d be here saying it but I am!!!
Commitments:
I feel like I’ve grown over time, not as much as i should have though! I have a problem now with commitments and I’m just now realizing it. I wonder when did this problem evolve within, without my knowledge!????
So I’m going to commit to something and follow it through for a year! Starting Jan 7, 2012!!!!
I will not be flat ironing my hair for an entire year. No matter what emerges: Interviews, A guy who prefers straight hair, annoyance, etc!!!
Committing to something is important to me because I think I do a lot of things without reason and because someone talks me into it!! Don’t really have a path of goals to follow, or words nor actions that define me!!! I don’t want to be the shadow of ME!
So I’m going to commit to finding myself and strengthening my relationship with God! Starting today!!!
No room for failure over here!!! I have to achieve something in my life! And it’s not gonna the expected!!!
Me<3
